It has FINALLY warmed up now and the snow is melting. I am so happy to see the back end of winter. of course this means the roads are all ice rinks, slush puddles and lakes, but at least it is finally melting.
I'm doing really good with my food and exercise too, had a great week, actually my first in a long time where I actually got all my workouts in and am feeling fantastic for it. A little tired, but I'll take it easy today. I'm sure I'm down another lb or so too, if my jeans are any indication, but I'm not going to weigh just yet.
Ok, this sounds really really vain, but my motivation right now is my really cute jeans that I bought the last time I was at my ideal weight and only wore a few times til I got stuck in the binge cycle yet again and haven't worn them since. That was in June of 2012, so almost 2 yrs and I just think that's sad to have nice jeans like that and not be able to wear them and that 2 yrs is too long! Also my short shorts for summer. I want to look hot. But most of all, when summer comes I want to actually feel happy and excited and free to be myself, and sadly every year it's been far from that. I usually am over my ideal wieght by either a little or a lot, and feel sad when spring comes because I can't wear what I would love to wear. Then I spend the warmest months of the year trying to cover up my fat and feeling miserable both because I can't enjoy summer as much and also feeling crappy physically because of my excess weight. I really think it's time for that to end.
So I have these jeans sitting right where I can see them every day to remind myself of how I want to feel and look, and of how much I want to be healthy.
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